A Life In A Day
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Suicidal
Done is what's done
Not enough said to one
Can't seem to get my thoughts together
Crumbling in stormy weather
Hating myself for the way I perceive
The mind that's numb retrieved
Kill the agony and ecstasy I hold inside
I will no longer have any pride
Wanting to end all of the pain
Leave everything here and feel the rain
It pounds against my ugly face and body
With the drops expanding and dripping lifeless around me
I do not care anymore what others think
I turn each night and drink
Numbing all of the pain and thoughts that roam
Already numb from feeling too much
To end it all and go to sleep...forever.
Elisabeth Stover 2001